Wordless...

I should have done that, I should have ignored it like sumthing i couldn't see. I should nt look at you at all. I should run awayand acted like I din hear your voice like sumthing i could not hear. I should not listen to love at all..

Without a word, you let me feel the love, without a word u let me feel like u gimme love. You made me even hold of your breath but u leave me. Love leave me and tossed me away. What should I say..Why does it hurts so much and continuously? My tears fall again, my hearts break down again.

I wait for love from you, but it hurts me again. I become a fool. I think my heart was surprise to see you happy with him..It comes and leave..maybe all I need to do is hurt for a while..

Journey To The Curve At Midnight 1.30am

A journey to the curve..a crazy decision made by pro people..the objective was only to eat "The Curve's McD"..maybe it is more delicious =.=

Jogoya@StarHill

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Me and Byen

Chiu Waai, Me and Byen

Late celebration for Byen at Jogoya, enjoy da day, but unluckily the food was so bad...

Sorry Sorry

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega meonjeo
Nege nege nege ppajyeo
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo
Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo
Naega michyeo michyeo baby

Baraboneun nunbit soge
Nunbit soge naneun machi
Naneun machi mwoe hollin nom
Ijen beoseonajido motae
Georeooneun neoui moseup
Neoui moseup neoneun machi
Nae simjangeul barpgo wannabwa
Ijen beoseonajido motae

Eodil gana dangdanghage
Utneun neoneun maeryeokjeok
Chakhan yeoja ilsaegiran
Saenggakdeureun bopyeonjeok
Dodohage geochim eopge
Jeongmal neoneun hwansangjeok
Dorikil su eobseulmankeum
Nege ppajyeo beoryeosseo

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega meonjeo
Nege nege nege ppajyeo
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo
Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo
Naega michyeo michyeo baby

Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttaranttan
Ttanttan ttanttada tta
Nege banhaebeoryeosseo baby
Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttaranttan
Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttarappappara

Hey girl gir gir gir gir gir girl I
Nunmantteumyeon ni saenggak Hey girl
Janakkaena sasil neo hana bakke anboyeo
Malhaebwa ni mame naega
Malhaebwa jari jabanneunji
Malhaejwo naege malhaejwo
Naneun babo babo babo

Jubyeon saramdeureun malhae
Naega neomu jeokgeukjeok
I sesange geureon saram
Eodi handurinyago
Geugeol molla geunyeol molla
Sigihamyeo haneun mal
Naega bureopdamyeon geugeon
Geudaedeuri jineun geo

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega meonjeo
Nege nege nege ppajyeo
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo
Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo
Naega michyeo michyeo baby

Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttaranttan
Ttanttan ttanttada tta
Nege banhaebeoryeosseo baby
Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttararara
Ttanttan ttanttada tta ttarappappara

Let's dance dance dance dance
Let's dance dance dance dance
Let's dance dance dance dance
Dance dance

Hey ije geuman naege wajullae
Jeongmal michil geotman gata yeah
Nan neoman saranghago sipeo
Jeoldae dasi hannun pal saenggak eobseo hey

Aeiniragiboda chingugateun
Naega doego sipeo
Neoui modeun gomin seulpeum
Hamkke ganjikhagopa
Dasi eobseul mankeum mankeum
Neoreul neomu saranghae
Naega baran saram niga baro geu
That that that girl

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
Naega naega naega meonjeo
Nege nege nege ppajyeo
Ppajyeo ppajyeo beoryeo baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Nuni busyeo busyeo busyeo
Sumi makhyeo makhyeo makhyeo
Naega michyeo michyeo baby

NICE SONG!!!!

The Worst Day of The Month

Today I woke up at 2pm, like usual I had my brunch (breakfast + lunch) while watching movie. After my meals suddenly my stomach felt very pain, I though it's not terrible, so I went to have a nap. But it's become painful and painful, "be ta han liao"..quickly I ask my friend to send me to nearby clinic..on the way there my stomach ache came to the worst even I start to drops my tears..after doctor had a check, he suspect I got appendix, I have to rush to hospital immediately. Oh what the heck, operation??? No way!! I hate this...directly my friend rush me to Serdang Goverment Hospital..after having 4 hours checking doctor said that I'm nothing and gave an injection to me..Phew...sweating again...don't even happpen to me again PLEASE!!!

我要唱歌

我要唱歌啦！最近不断地在听萧敬腾的“王子的新衣”，越来越喜欢这首歌了。我真的决定明年会去参加新秀大赛，希望梦想可以实现。 现在不断地在努力学好唱歌技巧，不断的在加强自己的嗓子，可是最近不知道发生了什么事，每一次歌曲一到高音就拉不上，有谁可以救救我。希望不会一直这样下去。因为我要唱歌给大家听！！

Things I Have To Do Now...

Now what I have to do is only pay concentrate on my job..don't think about other things..maybe life is better when single..lol..and 1 more things the Astro Talent Quest was end and that means the next audition will come on next year..It's time to have some preparation for the audition..never think to win the competition...just hope that can get in to final 20 is enough...so maybe few months before the audition will keep asking ppl to go for K=Box with me....training what..hahaha..so hopefully I can have a better vocal start from now..GAMBATEH TO MYSELF!!!

I Did It..

Finally I did it..I can let it go..Today I went to Mid Valley with her..but very weird..don have any feeling to her like before..now just treat her as a bestfriend...^^ And we have our dinner together..SWEET!!!

Let it go...

It's few days past..the result was shown..and I know there is no more chance will be given to me..maybe like what my friend said it's useless compare self with other people..no one is perfect..just be happy..and I'm letting it go slowly..what can I do now is just wishing them happy together..GIRL, YOU'RE ALWAYS IN MY HEART..THANKS FOR MAKING MY HOLIDAYS WONDERFUL WHEN I WENT BACK LAST TIME..WISHING YOU HAPPY EVERYDAY..AND TAKE CARE..

The answer and I'm the loser..

Finally I got the answer after I sms to her...thought that she din reply me..but I got it..Again I lost in this game of relationship..Always the loser..maybe she was right not choosen me..I'm not good enough..and I'm a person who just pass by her side..She's not a ordinary girl since I saw her when I went back to hometown..she is special for me, at least. But then i never given a chance and I know this is fate and I never beg for more than being her friend and share her happiness nor sadness. She's already owned a right man by her side, I'm just me, who is just a person that pass-by her life. I'm just being myself and she can continue to be his princess..Anyways, happy always, hope she takes good care of herself when come back to KL. I'll always keep her in my heart.

WISH HER HAPPY WITH HIM..

A "painful" day..

I used to sleep at around 5.30am last night..cause she told me that no need to pick her up at KL Sentral..Suddenly around 9.00am my phone rang..It's daddy..but how come my dad's voice become a girl??? NO!!! It's her..she phoned me..I'm glad to listen to her voice..after bla bla bla for fews minutes..I wake up to have a wash then rush to downtown to meet her..Finally, I can see her..OH GOD!! I saw her I saw her..she's standing at Maybank..And we have our walk to Wisma Jerneh in about 10 minutes..And now the painfull part going to start..I thought we can go for other programmes after her interview...so I'm willing to wait for her..while she's waiting for interview I went for my breakfast..In around 45 minutes..she done..I rush back to meet her..She told me that she's with her senior at Sg.Wang..REALLY?? Or other "people" there? Never mind then..I don wanna disturb her..and I also walk to Sg.Wang..walk and walk, walk and walk..around 1 hours I been there...I thought I can meet her luckily..but it didn't happen..My head start to pain...maybe it's because of not enough sleep...but I wan to see her..walk again till BB plaza...still can't see her..BACK...On da way back to Bukit Jalil the sky was cloudly and it's going to rain..I worry her..how she go back?? I can't get in to her phone...Wat I can do is just send a msg for her and wait for the reply..After I back to home I take a nap for a while..I thought I will see her msg when I wake up..I phoned her again...Finally she pick up..and reach home safely..and from her mouth she said going to meals with...him..WHO IS THE "HIM" FROM HER MOUTH??? (Maybe I know the answer dy...)

Should I give up?

When I was writing this blog, I was listening to JJ's song, 无尽的思念..My situation is really like the title of the song..I really miss her day and night..But what can I do is just looking at her picture silently..I dunno whether I am right making this desicion..but from my sense and what I saw, I know that I really don't have even a chance..I know, I know..I'm not good enough than other people, I don't have a nice look..I got a lot of bad habits..I'm alone again..ALONE!! I hold my tears again...WHY?? Why this kind of thing always happen on me..Why did I meet her when I go back? WHY all this happen to me..again that I said I really don't want..am I really don't have a chance to take care of you..I really like you..I LIKE YOU..I hope you know my feelings..I REALLY LIKE YOU..

Happy

There are some kind of happy that I really can't describe. I had a phone talk to her..I feel great after I heard her voice..maybe this will always happen when you are fall in love to someone I think..^^HYM, I CAN TELL YOU SURELY THAT I REALLY LIKE YOU...

Bad sense..

I also dunno why would I write this..suddenly a bad sense comes to me..She didn't answer my phone..isn't she try to avoid from me now?? Please, I don't want to lose you..I really don't wanna miss the chance again..I know, someone is in the same situation with me..maybe I not good enough than him..maybe what he can give to you that I not willing to do, but really, I will do all my best..just to get a chance from you..HYM, I WAITING THE CHANCE FROM YOU!!

I miss you

HYM, I miss u...

What I wanna tell you..

There's something that I have to tell you, thought I found my one true love, I couldn't show how i feel. I'm trying to ask for 1 chance from you, but I don't have the guts to do that. I gave up my heart, I tried to give you all of me. I feel uncomfortable this few because you are out of my sight..What I can do is just thinking of you day and night. I like you, I really like you, this is the sound of my honesty. All our moments together was great..thought it was just few days. Wish you are here with me now. My heart broken after I saw "something". I try to make a brand new start, but I can't, cause I know that I really like you..

You're the one...

Actually, I dunno wat I'm gonna write on this post..Lots of things appear in my mind, but I dunno how to present it..Everytime I think of her some kind of feel that I cant describe comes to me..maybe happy or wat else..The only things that's gonna get me through is if I got you right here..You are the only one that comforts me and my reality is I want you to me by girl..Let me hear you saying that you are staying with me..I promise I won't let you down..

My feelings

FInally I told her all my feelings....after having a phone talk with her nearly half and hour I feel much comfortable now...I never beg for more then being her friend..but i really hope that she know my feelings..and I'm very happy that I got chance to spend my last night with her at Kelantan last week..THANKS GOD..will this moment comes again?? Hopefully the answer will be "YES"!!! I know mybe I not good enough like other people..but I can tell you that I will do my best for you!!