Should I give up?

When I was writing this blog, I was listening to JJ's song, 无尽的思念..My situation is really like the title of the song..I really miss her day and night..But what can I do is just looking at her picture silently..I dunno whether I am right making this desicion..but from my sense and what I saw, I know that I really don't have even a chance..I know, I know..I'm not good enough than other people, I don't have a nice look..I got a lot of bad habits..I'm alone again..ALONE!! I hold my tears again...WHY?? Why this kind of thing always happen on me..Why did I meet her when I go back? WHY all this happen to me..again that I said I really don't want..am I really don't have a chance to take care of you..I really like you..I LIKE YOU..I hope you know my feelings..I REALLY LIKE YOU..