Bad sense..

I also dunno why would I write this..suddenly a bad sense comes to me..She didn't answer my phone..isn't she try to avoid from me now?? Please, I don't want to lose you..I really don't wanna miss the chance again..I know, someone is in the same situation with me..maybe I not good enough than him..maybe what he can give to you that I not willing to do, but really, I will do all my best..just to get a chance from you..HYM, I WAITING THE CHANCE FROM YOU!!